Although I haven’t been man enough to even admit it to myself, I’m scared. My worries are tiny to the worries that exist in this world, however they are still my worries, regardless of any comparisons.
What am I scared of?
The Taiwanese military. I wouldn’t be so scared if my Mandarin wasn’t so bad, alas it is, and I can study all I want; however it will never be good enough.
I look forward to joining the military, but to be honest, I really am scared. I don’t know what it will be like. I just hope I can cope. In fact… I know I can, but the question remains, how well?