I’m working on bulking up at the moment and I can do this since my cousin has a small gym inside their apartment.

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I do a few weight lifting techniques which seem to work well in my opinion. I have definitely seen improvements with the size of my arms and my breasts, they are a lot tighter and more stretched and look physically very awesome.

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Doing it for the military service…

I’m mainly trying to bulk up for the inevitable military service I have coming up soon. I’ll be honest with myself when I say I’m scared about joining the Taiwanese military. My cousins boyfriend has served in the Taiwanese military, he has said to me personally, that I might be bullied for my inability with Mandarin. However at the same time I want to experience military life even if the prospects may seem shitty. We have a saying in the West and that saying is “Man up!”, I guess this is what I am seeking the most.

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I hope to grow stronger from any bullying and I hope to have a more mean spirited stance on things. Meaning if I believe in something or if I don’t want to do something; I will say it directly and loudly. At the moment I will just follow and do what others tell me to do. Or I will tell a white lie to get out of doing something I don’t want to do. I don’t mean to be mean spirited in this sense, but hey, if you don’t want to do something, surely you are not always obligated to say “yes”.

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Back to the fitness part of this blog post, I’m doing quite a bit of weight lifting everyday. It is coming to the point where the weights I am lifting aren’t so heavy for me anymore. Seeing as my cousin’s boyfriend only has one set of weights, I can’t increase those weights significantly enough. Although those weights must be adequate since my cousin’s boyfriend has extremely large arms.