I have come to the conclusion that all you need to be in life is nice. Although being nice might not get you anywhere, in fact may hinder you, the best thing is just to be nice to everyone. That person you may not like for whatever reason, you need to find reasons to like that person and to accept that person for who they are.
The problem I have realized in myself is that I am judgmental, but there really is no reason to be. Though really for me the person I judge the most is likely myself. – I judge myself like no other. I should like others for who they are and I should also like myself for who I am. If they don't like you, then you don't have to talk to them at-all. Just try to be the nicer person. It doesn't mean you have to stop swearing, drinking or anything like that. Just be nice.
In fact I am going to challenge myself from now on to do something nice each day for someone else. I don't know what the first thing would be to do, but just having a nice chat with someone, is always nice or making someone smile. – I do this a lot. Unfortunately I can't actually make myself happy though I can with others.
So today: [9/20/2011] – What have I done today?
For the first time I have come to class, I haven't been judgmental of others. The problem with me is that I am so judgmental with others, in the end I just judge myself. That causes me to feel anxiety and other stuff that I should not be worried about. Today I nearly felt sick, but I took my Ritalin today and felt that I actually learned something today as opposed to nothing.
